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Name: Karin
Birthday: 12/26/1984
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

paradox of love

The paradox of love
 
What is love?
Can it be defined?
What is it in its core?
Every culture, religion and
Ethnicity has its own connotation
What is it when its
Stripped of
All personal experience
Will it ever exist?
Without a lingering connection
To a religious symbol
Or is it limited to a
Sacrificial death?
If it does prevail is it only an abstract concept
For a coexisting emotion
Can it be defined by its negation?
If so
Than how does it look in its positive?
What is love?
If it’s not a feeling or a longing
Will it last or is it a phenomenon to keep us going
Is it confined to a legalistic belief system?
Why is there war
If there is love
Why is there a continued imperfection?
Or is the epitome of acceptance in a
Pain filled world with the sole
Knowing that there is eternal freedom
If wait-then why now?
Is it a journey of an encompassed suffering?
Or a hopeful destination
Will human vocabulary do it just?
Or is the sub consciousness uncontainable
It its lust
Will the hunger grow?
And acceptance be complete
If there is forever
Then what allows the realm of a love to survive
Has it died?
Or does it time to time
Come and go by whispers
Will there be a philosophical dogma
To its explanation
Or left to a personal condemnation
If it does exist
Why is it buried in a paradox?
Pulled by a tension of opposites
How do we surrender to the
Knowledge of an idea in our unknowing?
If it’s transcendental
And presumably equated to the life of a God
Does it hold true to a Buddha or a Shiva?
If love is unfailing
Why is it sometimes exclusive of
Certain people and their race
If it extends why does it
Continue in the extensive consumption of consumerism
With the continuation of human
Exploitation
If we are created with it for it
Why do we neglect it?
Its purity
Why do we shelter ourselves in a safe commodity?
Instead
Seek to understand its
Enigma
If it’s true why aren’t we being its vessel?
Where is the love in unity?
And will there ever be an establishment of its base
In a human life or should we let it blow of the
Next ahead
If love is contained to the blessings
Where is love when
It’s most needed during pain
Are we searching for it or are
We simply blind
Due to the glasses of our eyesight
Are we trapped in defining its technicality?
And loosing its aroma
Can we hear its rhythm?
Or have we become too busy
Does it simply belong in the translation of our
Choice?
Love my question-
Ends with how it began?
Not what, who, how, where and when
But simply
Why?
Is it an initial chemical exertion?
Or a physical attraction
Can there be a psychological longing
An emotional satisfaction
A philosophical mystery
And a theology in the findings
Has it been discovered?
At all?
Or is it a pseudo hope of the temporal
Will it ever be known or is the truth remain
In its unknowing
Of its power
And in silence
It will rest
Until revealed…. In crystal clarity…
 
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

an outward stature

an inward ignorant expectancy

what is this longing for?

with whom shall i devor

in all reality is there one? or do i simply gaze at a ball of sliver crystals

who knows?

who will know? i simply wonder...and let the rest flow

but the hope lingers...and the longing simply grows

i wait in the dark silence...for an answer to remind me

that i am alive..and i matter...

but the whispers rot me and the standards keep changing

trends keep cycling

and somehow i am a stranger

a stranger to myself

a stranger to everyone else

and a stranger to the reality of all else...

so stop by and tell me again who am i?

and remind me of who you are?

reminiscing the stillness of this uncertain ever changing uncontainable, incomprehensible beauty?


Friday, December 09, 2005

mixed feelings! a wierd thing... now that i am done...i'm not sure whether it's jubilation for finishing...or retrospection of all the things i'm going to miss...oh dear!!!


Friday, September 02, 2005

100 days left!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAH!! I JUST CAN'T WAIT!!


Monday, July 25, 2005

i never really knew- that learning to love someone would be the hardest thing to do.... love- IS NOT EASY- because it's just not infatuation...It's when you really love a person, you really begin to love God. 

"Love is not a natural response that gushes out of us unbidden.  Infatuation sometimes does that- at the beginning of a relationship atleast- but hate is always ready to naturally spring forth.  Christian love, must be chased after, aspired and practiced."



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